The Three

 Father (God)

Son (Masculine?, Protection - Survival?) 

Holy Spirit (Feminine..? Yin..? Densist of Three Treasure?) 

Three Treasures:     Jing Qi Shen

Jing - Essence (Yin) base for growth, development, reproduction -- marrow (Kidney energy)

Qi - Life Force (Energy - Yang) source of movement. Mercury - the Messenger? or Director?

            PLUS

                        1) Blood 2) Body Fluids

Shen - Spirit (Mind, god? particle)? ..it is looked at as a yang entity rooted in a yin substance : the blood

            so then its not god then..it is a god-like spirit of a human being while it lives on earth, the byproduct of the Three treasures, the genes, substances, fluids, qi to warm and transform activate them.

Disorders of the Shen (a.k.a spirit-mind) can cause illness in the body; and vice-versa.  

Phoenix Cleansing - Rebirth

Millennials came to be during a time where your inner most fantasies could come alive before your eyes ..movies, video games, music.

Patterns and Cycles

Seem's i've come around to the same cycle again. Not sure how many months it's been since the last. Have noticed, especially in the last year, how I come to this moment - stillness, and then boom. Catastrophe happens that sets me back and I have climb out of.

This time, being used to the pattern, I tried not to lose my emotional equilibrium, but relax into it.

But I'm questioning WHY these setbacks keep happening. Wait.. I'M creating them right lol, such a load of shit, I WANT to be set back..actually I want everything to go smoothly. But even as I write this I feel a part of me says that that's not true. That I don't, and That I test myself in these instances when certain things happen. i .e my bike breaking on a completely unexpected day..then receiving today and shit not done, even when I read the moron trying to help prior to completion, losing my bag coming from tornado manager at work..unbelievable. Had I finished my drink that wouldn't have happened. But had I not felt 'guilt' or embarrassment in my flow of action that wouldn't have happened either. <-- and that would make it my fault.

There is a duality of fault I guess.

One thing is certain, I feel stronger and feel like this incidence has made me even stronger this time.

The Call

...Bonaroo 2008.

the Future

remember always in motion the future is and many possible futures there are - Yoda - Clone Wars - Season 3 - Ep 7

Winter Stills

Xavier: Just because Someone stumbles..loses their way..it doesn't mean they're lost                                         forever..sometimes we all need a little help

Young X: Oh, I'm not the man I was, ..I open my mind and it almost overwhelms me..

Xavier: Your afraid and Cerebro knows it

Young X: All those voices .. s-so much pain

Xavier: It's not their pain, your afraid of...its your's Charles,...and as frightening it may be ..their pain               will make you stronger , if you allow yourself to feel it, embrace it...it will make you more                   powerful than you ever imagined .... it's the greatest gift we have to bear their pain without                   breaking and it's born from the most human power: hope.

Xavier: Please..Charles.. we need you.. to Hope again..